So ...

So I broke up with Matt last week. I had been hoping to wait until after his prom and graduation, so i wouldn't ruin them or anything, but he noticed something was wrong and asked about it. What was i supposed to do? I didn't want to lie and tell him everything was fine, because, obviously, he could tell it wasn't. So i told him the truth, that prom and his graduation and stuff was really making me realize that he wasn't going to be here in the fall and that that really bothered me. Plus, I think i'm going to be relatively busy this summer, so i highly doubt i would have gotten to spend as much time with him as he wanted me to do. overall, i think this was probably the best option, as long as we can stay friends. I think its possible to do. At least i hope so. As of now, i think it might be, because although matt was really upset at first, he's gotten better. And we managed to have fun at his prom last night, even though we were only there as friends. At least he seemed to be having fun, and i know i was. His friends were all really nice, so that helped too. Its just too bad i was so tired that i didn't go to their after prom party. The kids' parents rented out the YMCA in Plainville for them to have a party in until four in the morning. Crazy prep school kids. It would have been fun to go to, but i was exhausted. Friday was our united way day of caring, so i spent the day moving picnic tables as a community service project at camp mattatuck. We had to stack the tables on a trailer, follow the trailer up a hill, and then move the tables into the back of an 18-wheeler type trailer. By the end of the day, my arms hurt A LOT. And i smacked myself in the knees and hips with planks a couple of times. That was fun. I still have a bruise. But after that, we went back to school and i got to play football during track practice. Then the next day, i had to be at school at 7:30 so we could drive out to housatonic for the berkshire league track championships. That was fun too. I didn't throw so well, but jen and kelly did, jen in discus and kelly in javelin. And we got to hang out with fun track people too. :-) Hopefully, though, i'll do better next year. I know i really need to work out a lot over the summer and fall, when i have no sports, so that i'm already in good shape going into the indoor season. So my new plan is to actually work out and run and stuff over the summer. I might need help keeping my resolve up though... so who's willing to join me? please?